Where Am I?

Today was good, really good. Tonight is not good. I have allowed my depression to sink in. I feel unstable. It's a horrible feeling. Nausea. Shaking. Sadness. I hate it. I want to escape it. The only thing I can think about is how to end it. I don't want to end it all. But I do. I just want to always be happy.

I hate feeling this way. I'm trying so hard to fight my mind. I'm blogging it out to try and help, but I don't feel any better. I just feel crazy. Am I crazy? Probably. I can't keep running on this wheel. It's making me sick. I don't want to go back into the cage. I just can't escape. What do I do? How do I function? It's all just too much.

I can't do this anymore. I need to figure this out. Before it's all too late. I need to run, hide, escape. I just need to go. I feel trapped in my mind. Just let me out! I can't hold this weight anymore.

Where am I?