Overcoming Reality

Today is Sunday. We "attended" church, in our living room. It was a first, but quite nice too. I think about God a lot. I praise him in the shower and pray to him in the car. I don't bow my head or close my eyes. I just talk.That's what the relationship is all about, right? communication. I mean, sure he knows everything. It sounds better when you tell him. It's like a release of your feelings. An acknowledgement of your mistakes. An unspoken forgiveness of the soul.

The soul is a tricky thing. It's our purpose, our drive, and our downfall. 

We have struggles every day. Things are never black and white in life. There's so much going on in the world right now. Death, murder, sickness, disasters...... it's overwhelming to the soul. We need a peace. A moment in time where everything stops for just so. The world can take a breath. If only for a moment. Time, a curious illusion. It lasts forever in a moment. Never long enough and yet still too long. Just enough to keep you thinking. The thought of time. Forever held in the mind and captured by the soul. Everything comes together as one in the end.

Does it bother you too? Do you lay at night, covered and cold, wondering the things I do? Have you thought about the universe? How it holds so many things. If only we could capture the moment. Did you try to capture a moment? A stand still stop of breathing. A gasp. One day we will. The peace will come as a short fleeting gasp. Pay attention.