Today is day 3. I've been fighting myself every day. Resisting the pain, the pull, the need. The need to bleed. It's a painful pain reliever. The sharpness, the cold blood dripping. It's ecstasy.
I like to take pictures of the pains. A permanent reminder. A snapshot in time. Blood frozen in place in a photo. I know I'm crazy. I know I'm sick. I'm getting help.
Today is day 3.... It's been hard.
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